I need to talk

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thanks everyone for the replies, this helps so much.
we're going to talk tonight. she wants to work things out, I just dont see how we can work things out. but I will try

counciling is a great Idea, i will keep it in mind, but we're both still very young and i dont see at as wasting 6 years. I guess what i'm trying to say is i feel like I need a new start.

We ALLLLLL go through that dude. Every single one of us do. As the years get on, shit gets more routine and boring. Life takes over.

That's why things take work and effort.

BTW: I'm not saying I am good at what I preach. I just know these things SHOULD be done. I am not so great at doing them myself lol