This too shall pass. I felt like that at 250 the year before last. I would turn red getting up out of the chair. This year @ 235 I stopped at the point of "this sucks ass". If I was smart I would have stopped @ 230 as the last 5 pounds were almost pure fat. It sounds like yours has been productive though so focus on the positive. Once you start cleaning up you'll be bigger and stronger than last year.

... A garden burger from stella's sounds pretty good right about now. I'm ready for some carbs. Wife is taking me to the restauraunt in assiniboine park on sunday for valentine's so I'm waiting 2 extra days for my cheat meal this week.

.... me me me... You'll be fine it's almost over.