Outside looking in, if you were to ever cut her loose again, wait at least until you get paid back everything she owes you.
Sounds like you've been taken advantage of on more than a few occasions, which really sucks because it sounds like you're a genuinely good person and don't deserve that kind of bullshit.
In any case, hang in there man. Hopefully it works out without much more heartache. Try not to lose sight on your personal goals either. You need to at least have that to hold you together. If you let that slip through your grip, it'll only make you feel worse. Try to use all of the negative things that have happened to fuel your fire in the gym and keep you motivated to lift, no matter how trivial it may seem right now.
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