That is depressingOriginally Posted by kloan
I tried to get this girl back recently and it didnt work out
dont wanna live with this regret the rest of my life
That is depressing
I tried to get this girl back recently and it didnt work out
dont wanna live with this regret the rest of my life
had a couple good ones get away, but they usually get forgotten when you find the next good one.
If I had to pick the most painful, it was my H.S. sweetheart. I broke her heart, and regretted it for a long time. She married, got divorced, and then recently remarried to a ******. I think I ruined her.
^^ whatd u do to the poor girl
i got one....after my terrible break up with my ex in 2005 i didnt want to date or be with anyone in 2006 and i went through 6 months with my dad being terribly ill where he eventually passed away....so i was an emotional wreck...then i met this girl...she was so nice to me...quiet and shy....she had never had a bf which surprised the hell out of me....we would go out with my friends she would hold my hand for no reason...bowling she would pay for me to play...took me out for food paid for it...the movies too...she was trying to win me over...she has no "game" but yea it was the only way to show she liked me...then all her friends were pressuring me to kiss her....and i didnt want to i wasnt ready for anything and she was so inexperienced so i didnt want to...she would come out for anything too any chill sessions or whatever...sooo yeah she had her wisdom teeth out...and im like well i dont want to do it but ill just kiss her and get her off my back cuz i wasnt ready to commit....so one night after her dental surgery...i was dropping her off...so i pulled this line "so if i kiss u right now will i get blood in my mouth" she was shocked shook her head and said no so i gave her one of the most unsatisfying kiss of her life i was the 2nd guy to kiss her lol btw...but yeah by the time i got home i got a msg on msn from her friend so u kissed her...im like yeah...but she didnt like it and got the point i didnt want to be with her...so heres the twist today 3 yrs later she is finishing her last yr of university...smartest girl in the world...so cute in my eyes...and yeah we connected talked everyday end on end...id hang on her every word she was so funny and her personality rocked...but it means nothing cuz i ****d it up and were just friends now...so thats it i dropped the ball
cheated on her
ummmm you didnt **** anything up bro.... youre fine
send her an email telling her what you were going through at that time saying it bugs you to this day that she might think that you had a problem....
I think I'm in the middle of the "one that got away"... well actually the end.
Was seeing a balls hot figure competitor and was having a great time with her, we've only been together about a month. But, She said she felt pressured into sex and felt smothered by me... and the smothering part is about as embarassing as it gets for me.
I'd had a cruch on this girl for about 2 years, and saw her at the gym all the time, but never spoke to her cause I wasn't there to pick up girls... I broke up with my gf a while back, and I guess she heard about it so she came over and initiated the whole thing. I really liked her, and everything we did was a lot of fun, even when it shouldn't have been. But she's super busy and i think trying to find a way to balance everything was getting to her. Besides me screwing things up and trying to bring things along too fast.
But those are the breaks I guess.
People think it's an obsession. A compulsion. As if there were an irresistible urge to act. It's never been like that. I chose this life. I know what I'm doing. And on any given day I could stop. Today, however isn't that day. And tomorrow won't be either.
oh i see her a few times a week at school....we built up a lot together this yr but then she ****d up...i got her flowers and tickets to the movies...then she went all quiet and ignoring me for like 5 days after that i was like ok **** it....ever since we talk and shit but she lost the admiration i had for her and what could have been...and i think she knows it but whatever
I thought it was my ex of 4 years. We started hanging out every once and a while since a year or two ago, and it reminded me of what a psychopath she is. In all honesty I wanted to tell her off, and let her know that I cant even stand being in the same room as her, but I would rather be nice and say "that was a wonderful time we had due to our history". In tern she told me that I am the cockyest and most shameless person in the world, and she doesnt know what happened to me, but she hates it.
We both agreed that we are different people now and it would never work, but I still get the odd message asking for the old me back. As much as I miss putting all her needs before mine, and getting screamed every day because I was her acting emotional tampon I think I will have to pass.
Exes are exes for a reason.
PS. I was even nice enough not to tell her that I ****ed her favorite teacher.
If you are in T.O. BBbox I will hook you up with her. She would love a panzy like you
maybe next time she texts you asking for the old you back you can tell her you ****ed her fav teacher.... its a nice one to pull outta your sleeve when ya need it.
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