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I love girls who love gymnastics........oh and awesome work girl :)
VENT!!!
I am sick of being chubby and more than ready to start dietting this shit down!
uurrgghhhh 15 weeks until comp... all the novice girls are like 7 weeks out and getting skinny and Im still ,STILL, STILL bulking...
my jeans don't fit. My arse is popping out of them
My shirts are too tight, I've cut the sleeves off them and look like a tool.
I have been living in sweat pants and Pajamas for 2 weeks (oh and my uniform for work, whioch is still too big on me... so that's good at least)
I'm HOT all the time... like I swear I thought I was in menopause or something with the hot flashes... except for my feet which are freezing..
I'm "bulking" but lost my cheat meals because of some Novice bitches cheating on thier diets.. so he took cheat meals away from EVERYONE and I really want a Garden burger from stellas and a piece of toast!
I believe I am finally standing on the ledge...
This too shall pass. I felt like that at 250 the year before last. I would turn red getting up out of the chair. This year @ 235 I stopped at the point of "this sucks ass". If I was smart I would have stopped @ 230 as the last 5 pounds were almost pure fat. It sounds like yours has been productive though so focus on the positive. Once you start cleaning up you'll be bigger and stronger than last year.
... A garden burger from stella's sounds pretty good right about now. I'm ready for some carbs. Wife is taking me to the restauraunt in assiniboine park on sunday for valentine's so I'm waiting 2 extra days for my cheat meal this week.
.... me me me... You'll be fine it's almost over.
They have great brunches there....pancakes....yum....Quote:
Originally Posted by tiramisu
Keep it going drvygrl....Sounds like your coach is eeeeevvvil....lol
I love it when my clothes are to small....lol...means you are doing something correct.....When i was 278 i looked like everything i had was hand me downs from a little cousin.....haha:D
thanks guys.. I just had to vent that.. I guess that's a down side to living with one of your trainers... she just doesn't want to hear my complain! plus it always seems so easy for her! lol...
I stole 2 of her shirts.. shhhhhhh don't tell... but I am officially NOT a size small anymore!
T!... Stella's Garden burgers are one of my favorite foods in the whole wide world... mmmm Have fun at the Pavillion!... mmm should be good!
Stella's breakfast with the sausage and eggs has always kept from trying anything else. I love their sausages.
go for the baked eggs!!Quote:
Originally Posted by tiramisu
OK.. so I got my diet cut a bit from aprox 4000 calories to aprox 3200 a few weeks back, and dropped about 3 pounds... now I've just got another drop in food today (aprox 2600 calories) and new program... so I'm expecting to start shedding some of this Winter Weight soon!!
still feeling very strong... very full, lots of energy.. 14 weeks left!
I missed this thread so I just went through all the pages,
Dryvrgrl your doing some awesome progress, keep going :)
your gonna do great in the comp
Thanks Big D
so 13 weeks today... this past week has been pretty average... I had some food cut, and dropped 5 pounds... so he's scared i lean out too quick and added some carbs back for a few weeks... mmmm banana.. lol.. Im happy with the gains over this winter to my legs... they don't exactly look like toothpicks any more, and my ass... well, this year I have one, so that's kinda cool... My arms are bigger, just stupid fitness posing you can't really tell, and I know Ive gotten overall a bit "thicker" (I know from how my clothes fit)... it's just tough to see big changes because I'm still pretty small.
I have decided I need a tan... It hides the old lady skin!.. so I'm going to try fake and bake, even though my Dr told me not to. I have my routine music cut , and choreography in place... going to try a runthrough of the routine this monday... My posing suit is sewn, just have to glue on a few hundred more rinestones... so yeah, things are comming together...
today's weight, 124 pounds, should comepete at around 118 (I hope) was 113 last year