April 7, 2012
My apologies, but I do not have update pictures for this week. I was not able to coordinate my regular picture time. I will be waiting until next week at the regular time to take them, so do know that 11 week out pictures will be here!
Earlier this week, the idea of me entering into the upcoming Emerald Cup was entertained. Ultimately, decided against, Dawn said that I was looking good enough at this point to take a stab at it (as it can only get better from here). So no detour for me, just keep pushing straight ahead to the BC's.
Part of the contest dieting process is the unfortunate and perhaps unavoidable diminishing of mental capacity and functioning due to the lowered food intake and lack of sleep (or very little) that can be experienced by some. I know I have not had a problem in that department, for sure. I remember another prep diet though, where my sleep was really erratic and definitely not solid throughout the night, and that was a result of the intensity of my training. It is still intense this time around, but sleeping is not an issue. I am sure with enough thought though, I can figure it out, and be able to pass it along with my other experience. ANYWAY... as I was saying, things happen when in this depleted state. It is either funny or tragic, depending on how you wish to look at it. Several weeks ago, for whatever reason that I cannot even begin to comprehend, I got out of the car, and went into the gym... left the keys in the door. About ten minutes later, one of the gym members came in, and asked my wife and I who he should give the keys to. We are really fortunate that no one took the car, because this is not exactly the best area for truthful people. Fortunately, he was one of them.
That was a pretty dark day for me. Never in my life had I done anything so stupid, and never in my life had I felt so dumb. That was the day that I decided that I was not going to let being tired get to me anymore. Something of a struggle, still, but I manage. I know it is normal for this to happen, but for me, I see it as a major weakness to succumb to this (I would not say this about anyone else; I speak only for myself). So, in an effort to stave off further diminishing mental function and capacity, I have taken some daily measures now. Probably about ten years ago, I read something somewhere that stated that keeping the brain busy with things like crossword puzzles or word searches would keep mental functioning high. Ever since reading that, I have done it. And after that incident, I returned to doing word search puzzles, and have added in Sudoku, for a warm up. I have also started solving mathematical equations of various branches (mostly Trigonometry). Finally, just for a little light reading to relax the brain gently, I am again reading Kierkegaard. It would be interesting too, to go back and reread Nietzsche's 'Beyond Good and Evil' again. I have not read that since I was nine-years-old. Actually, 'Thus Spoke Zarathustra' should be a good choice too. Maybe a trip to the bookstore or to find an online download somewhere is in order. In any case, I am not going down without a fight.
I got more work done on my left sock (lower leg tattoo) Thursday. It hurt like Hell. Still does. I am having to take Asprin right now to dull the pain, and it wakes me up sometimes at night. I know how it is though... another two or three days, and the pain should be gone completely. It was definitely hard on a guy who is single digit body fat!! And no matter what you have, when the tattoo has to cross the shin or the Achilles tendon, you are in for some pain. But, when I am healed, I just go back, get it finished, and move on from there.
Anyway, that is it for me this week in review!

