Trust

wade said it best. dont put yourself in the situation at all. thats when mistakes are made. you cant **** up if you arent there to begin with.

just put the other person first all the time or some bullshit like that. i cant even imagine leading that boring of a life where i cant go out and just do something that i feel like doing with ZERO intention of cheating on whoever im with. if someone cant handle that i want to go out for some beers with the models that i do promo work with, then its not looking good....

^^ didnt you say youd done shit before that made her not be able to trust you in situations like that?

Of course you should be able to do all the fun things like going out with other girls and having girl friends etc. Its just that there has to be some gaining of trust back before that can happen. I just dont know how one goes about regaining trust to get back to that level.

^^ if you want to get it back to that level you are going to have to sacrifice lots of good times that might make her question your loyalties. if you REALLY want to make it work you're gonna have to make her your number one priority over your own fun.

i cant do that. im far too selfish

^^ no kidding, your selfishness has been more than evident through your various relationship postings and shenanigens

I guess the best solution is to NOT **** up in the first place and maintain trust throughout a relationship (obviously)
I just hope I wont regret losing this one forever

^^ dude you are on a FAIL streak with this "loose" situation. get your shit together.

^^ yah... i guess im caught up thinking about all the loose ladies I encountered at the bars this weekend ;)

keg is having a staff party this weds......lol

i would be in much better shape physically if i didnt drink so much.....but **** it feels good to unwind after shitloads of work.....

^^remember to take pictures. Already got someone lined up?

nah im not into anyone new at all i just really like getting ripped. i made some good friends with some of the other guys there already. should be a blast.

Wednesday is St Pats isnt it? Should be good times for all. Love the slutty green outfits.