Serono is th way to go !!!!
Go broke !!!
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Serono is th way to go !!!!
Go broke !!!
instead of living in silent i seek knowledge , philosophy , i had to built myself on my own , really young i was attract to culture of extreme and subversive art , i grow up toward self education , quit school real young, could not be submissive to a system, rebellion was in blood , soul , carved , i could not follow any existential pattern , always looking for paradox n ethic contradiction,, be normal was an insult,,, why ? because i am shy, being shy was my personal challenge, th pathway to follow, i was fighting against crude raw honesty to strip naked my personality by masochism perhaps but also to truly discover who i was a enigma , unpredictable core... i did not wanted to change everyone life' but few by bringing out breaking concepts toward life in general by th ppls who could see further then th image , th hulk eccentric image , th clown i play of is own distorted race , to th curious one' i open myself to make sure they wont forget who i am, like leaving a trace , a thought, good or bad , doesnt matters, like a anti-hero
i might be a douche bber but i went deep digging all my life in books , study , art , modern architecture , deconstructivism philosophy and beyond
A bodybuilder on philosophical quest n oddysee ,, a bber on a ordeal of live structureless , timeless , beside meal n gym , nothing was plan, many will fail in those term , for me it was essential i had th sponsorship to follow
gym start because i was insecure n small , i came a men at 33 years old,, now more muscular then ever, it's did not make me more masculine ,,, i felt like a men upon time , natural proceed of life
since health awareness, i know im heading to retire from competing i give myself two years , for my band too , i scream death metal , it's crazy demanding , young screaming was a tool of attention, now , screaming on stage at 265 impress th young metal boys and it' fun but i see th end of it,, after national , next step is ; family ,,, why ? i live evry extreme , party hard lol seen all violent movies from around globe, listen to every possible extreme sound on earth , read from limitless no boundaries poets n philosophers, try everything sexually , experiences , emancipation, i had to be unique from evry angle possible, laugh about my failure and be proud of my weakness, i came a nattie and rebuilt my health and start once again steroid with maturity now today at 265 in healthier frame n mind, competing in past was joy n pain , joy was overall , then place first , the bad was fecal compaction i shit til my blood vessel burst , x wife left me alone in hotel i was alone , sick , depress , panic attack , anxiety disorder in this highlight of suffering i was awaken , i had to live that struggle, a massive wake up call , like real hardcore bbing douche i did manage how to come condition and not sick th year after, of course HGH did help
in love with my girl , im totally normal , she' the only one who aware of my normality and she' th only girl i talk with , none exist , one women is enough **** th rest , she actually my only social life per say , she doesnt work and we hang out in our bubble cut of th universe
do i respect none bbers? if your a artist that no one understand, a freak of any nature ,, yes,,, if you can influence me , open my eyes , i might be ****ing crazy but never once i had a dumb conversation , life is short i had to take to maximum to it , like an utopia , like a dogmatic point
could not bring strength n impress with size i could not let go th bbing life without any recognition from that micro rebel anti sub culture of hardcore steroid users, i dont seek famous
this is why blp came alive on forum
thk u
this is why my Q&A , for newbies n begginers , to not do my mystake
thks to musulphreak to be kind and sean summers too
great site
and plz judge panel dont read my column lol
hey blp whats up brother .. good 2 see you on here
http://m.blogtalkradio.com/dashow/20...rom-the-boards
Blp interview / at one hour for 20 minute / covering brologic steroid n GH anti culture
i guess im hardcore , all th question ended up by inbox and private lol
anw i think everything has been written , it' will turn like a journal i guess, im dieting in 18 days ,, will youtube th fun n mayb th not so fun,,
thk u all
Been keeping up on this thread and blp has enlightened with productive info. Keep us posted man :)
Your supplement review was fkn funny lol
they will love your crazyness haha ,,,, u should copy/paste,,, your 6am random ,, thoughts lolQuote:
Originally Posted by mrOxy
blp in love,, since a year ,,,, mmmmmm i love th black butt
WHat you know about aslicksheen bro?
I seen it too , was wondering why pro walk with arms of 23 inch who doesn't look synthol and look realQuote:
Originally Posted by JonnyO
This has to be th answer , my arms lagging , so will order haha
Both ways judge panel are really smart , you can't go excessive