**** my life !~

[thecivilizedanimal]

so i'm sure you guys have seen some of the other bullshit i have going on in my life, ( son's abusive mother etc )


well yesterday i talk to my daughters mother ( i have an 8 year old daughter in england i 've never met, i'm going over this year and taking my son )

well her mother had kidney failure and has a year to live unless she gets a transplant.

she's in the uk, and has private health care as well but i don't know how much that can help as transplants are always very scarce anyways.

so we talk about how she was sorry she never told me and how she had loved me, and was sorry she never gave me a chance to be there for my daughter, )

all i ever wanted since i was a kid was a family of my own, a nice normal family,

i've had 2 opportunities and no matter how hard i've worked they remain to evade my grasp

**** my life.

[waderow]

sorry to hear bro.

keep positive though as positive attracts positive.... negativity attracts negativity

[waderow]

^^^ and thats not just the clomid


thats the truth

[Mr Ontario]

i'm sure things will get better sooner or later bro.

[thecivilizedanimal]

thanks guys, i've always held a very postive outlook on my life considering,

i'm healthy i have two beautiful healthy smart children, i have good job and a good start into my 30's

and yeah i try and always think positivly, you create your own universe

[wolverine]

Things happen for a reason, sometimes we never know why, life is what you make of it brother, it's too short to feel bad about. Hope your felling better!

[BAM]

......

[MMASTAR]

my life also has not turned out as planned... however as cheesy as it sounds, your life is what you make it, even if someone sends you down a diffrent path you still have to make the best of every situation. Good luck Bro.

[marcman77]

everythign happens for a reason

[Felinecougar]

I'll trade ya.

Loosing a 25 yr relatioship...

[rated_rko]

rough times dude...sorry to hear...