i feel small

[thecivilizedanimal]

obviously i want to be bigger , lol

but i actually feel small,

last week i was working next to a guy and i was thinking shit he's pretty tall like 6-3" at least , he looked tall to me,

but , same height , eyes line up, and he's fairly lanky. maybe 20lbs under me, not built but good base...

i just feel really small, i don't feel like i'm 6'2" and i don't feel like i'm nearly as big as i am ,

:/

[tripleA]

you feel small cause you are. lol. i'm about 5'10 so should i should feel tiny beside you.

[thecivilizedanimal]

**** you i'm small !

i'll show you ! >:/

:moon

[ubcpower]

Bigorexia

[O-Train]

Bigorexia

Yeah, it could be a body dismorphia issue. The bigger you get the smaller you think you are.

[Dk]

im only 5'9 and im happy with it haha.

maybe 5'10

[thecivilizedanimal]

i think it's because i was bigger before, hovering from 250-280 ( faty fat fat fat )untill a couple years ago when i just got rid of fat by not having money for food and doing alot of drugs,
last year i did a cycle and got in the best shape i have ever been in my life ( my avatar )

never once in my life have i ever really looked normal or average, i was 6'2 and prob 240lb(FAT) at 15 years old.

haha now i want to be huge, but i do appear in my mind smaller then i actually am , it's really ****ing weird .

[swole44]

im 6'4'' but whenever i see a guy 6'3'' or 6'4'' i think they are way taller than me. i feel short some times, its weird lol

[Danger]

I am totally the same way, I was 240lbs at 5'10 when I was 16 sure I was outta shape but when your that age and that big you get used to being bigger than everyone around you. Then after HS I decided to actually get in shape and dieted down to 160 felt tiny as hell and then started going to the gym.

Now at 210 still 5'10 im just now starting to feel half way decent about my body again, hopefully when I am ripped at 240 in a year or two I wont have to worry anymore lol. Its just hard getting used to being smaller than people you mentally see yourself as bigger than I guess.

[Dk]

my max has been 5'9 224lbs.

cut down to 191, then upto 204 ish naturally, then back down to 189 naturally, then did my first cycle and went upto 212, then cut down to 196 at the lowest bodyfat ive ever been, now im on my 2nd cycle and floating around 200lbs at the leanest ive ever been.

so basically i went from 224 and more fat/less muscle, and now now im down to around 198-200 with more muscle then i had at 224 and way less fat.

[ubcpower]

i think we as bodybuilders get a little too overwhelmed with letting our physical appearance dictate our worth....hell, its not really our fault as our sport is measured purely and 100% by our physical appearance. We have to remember that how we are inside (the way we act, speak and interact with those around us) is the most fundamental characteristic of how we are perceived by the public. There is nothing more impressive to people than someone who takes care of themselves physically but who are also well educated, well spoken and considerate to others.
thats my dr.phil .02cents

[the-vanilla-gorilla]

if thats you in your avatar you have every right to feel this way!!!




















































































lol J/k


im sure your all big and full of muscles!!



TVG

[tiramisu]

I definitely feel small but that's because I am :)

Currently @ 220, 5'10" 12% but most of my weight/strength is in my back and legs.
I'm hoping I have a different sense of things at 240 @ 8% next year.

Some of the pictures I see of guys in the same weight range amazes me. I really don't know how they can look so big. I feel like I would have to be 260 plus to look as good as the guys in the 202 class.

[tex]

its a struggle for taller guys.....i'm 6'4" and 230 and I am just starting to fill out......i've been as light as 160 and as heavy as 285 ( chubbers).....now I am trying to get to 242....then its to 275......it takes weight to move weight......neverending!

[INked]

6-2 and complaining?Wow I have evey toy you can imagine from a sweet Harley,H2,muscle sled,quad,Rocket boat,brand new house in the country,hot wife,my health,the list goes on bro but would give some of it up to be over 6 foot!Well maybe not any of that stuff!

[INked]

its a struggle for taller guys.....i'm 6'4" and 230 and I am just starting to fill out......i've been as light as 160 and as heavy as 285 ( chubbers).....now I am trying to get to 242....then its to 275......it takes weight to move weight......neverending!6-4 and 160?Yikes!

[Dk]

6-2 and complaining?Wow I have evey toy you can imagine from a sweet Harley,H2,muscle sled,quad,Rocket boat,brand new house in the country,hot wife,my health,the list goes on bro but would give some of it up to be over 6 foot!

is your wife aware youd trade her for a few inches taller haha.


also.. pics of wife

[Houstonbc]

yep pics or we dont belive you

[INked]

yep pics or we dont belive youI have a few pics in an album on my profile,

[thecivilizedanimal]

I have a few pics in an album on my profile,

funny how houston whatever likes to call people out but i havent seen any of his pics.

[Houstonbc]

theres quite a few people on here who know me personally bud, dont really need to prove myself to you. Go bang your gram of tren/week and drink yourself stupid like you brag about.

[INked]

Guys I"m busting his balls because had a physical a few months back and have litterally lost 1 1/2 since my early 30's not sure exactly when but it's gone!Not going to lie boys it sucks getting old!

[INked]

is your wife aware youd trade her for a few inches taller haha.


also.. pics of wifeSHE IS NOW!Thankx for pointing that out!:wtf

[thecivilizedanimal]

theres quite a few people on here who know me personally bud, dont really need to prove myself to you. Go bang your gram of tren/week and drink yourself stupid like you brag about.

sorry what ? did you say something ? i couldnt hear you with all those dicks in your mouth

[Born2Juice4Ever]

Yeah, it could be a body dismorphia issue. The bigger you get the smaller you think you are.

I suffer from this condition...but have managed to control it over the last 2 to 3 years.
Trust me, I know the feeling of being so big, and muscled up, sexy as hell boy!!!, but yet feeling tiny, skinny, skunky, and slutty looking...all too well.


I sometimes wear shirts I wore in grade 5, and they make me feel a little better.



B2J

[natenator]

I feel like I got a little dumber (if that was possible) after reading this thread.

[Born2Juice4Ever]

WTF fighting again??? Never ends....you guys get into arguments over childlish shit!!

[thecivilizedanimal]

WTF fighting again??? Never ends....you guys get into arguments over childlish shit!!

nuh unh .

[thecivilizedanimal]

this is what i used to look like , so yeah my avatar is a huge change, i'm obviously not where i want to be , but thats why i'm here learning, keeping me into working out staying in shape

http://img262.imageshack.us/img262/8682/fatty1yi1.jpg

[the-vanilla-gorilla]

this is what i used to look like , so yeah my avatar is a huge change, i'm obviously not where i want to be , but thats why i'm here learning, keeping me into working out staying in shape

http://img262.imageshack.us/img262/8682/fatty1yi1.jpg

DUDE good job from that to the avatar pic!!!!!

i love seeing befores and afters!!
makes you respect the fact that the person really took trianing serious to obtain where he got and is going!!!

good for you bro now keep it up


this ends my motivational speach for the month of may


TVG



P.S
ink did you really looose an inch and a half in hieght??


TVG

[Mr Ontario]

Sometimes gear plays mind games on you.

[Dozer1980]

yea i hear ya ive put on around 30 pounds in the last 4 months and cant really notice a thing unless i look at my before and after pics then i feel better and go have a shake lol

[Mr Ontario]

You are always your own worst critique.


yea i hear ya ive put on around 30 pounds in the last 4 months and cant really notice a thing unless i look at my before and after pics then i feel better and go have a shake lol

[INked]

Indeed bro,barefoot always just under 6 foot by a hair.5-10 now had the doc check it 3 times!My back takes a pounding on the Cr 250 and on my sled gota have something to do with it!Actualy a bit more than 5 10 so closer to an inch!

[the-vanilla-gorilla]

Indeed bro,barefoot always just under 6 foot by a hair.5-10 now had the doc check it 3 times!My back takes a pounding on the Cr 250 and on my sled gota have something to do with it!Actualy a bit more than 5 10 so closer to an inch!

thats crazy i thought if you stay active you wont have this sort of thing happen!

TVG

[ubcpower]

INked , this can also happen when u slip a disc and you never really adjust properly....ever thought of goin to chiro religiously?

[the-vanilla-gorilla]

INked , this can also happen when u slip a disc and you never really adjust properly....ever thought of goin to chiro religiously?

i've been a few time and let me say
i felt like if i jumped id float off in space
but i went other times and ouch!


TVG

[Dk]

I have a few pics in an album on my profile,

i was actually talkin about your wife hah

[INked]

INked , this can also happen when u slip a disc and you never really adjust properly....ever thought of goin to chiro religiously?Interesting you brought it up bro,it has been on my mind i have healed from some back injuries on my own at home kinda thing.I bet that was a mistake and I'm going to make an appointment asap.My back doesn't hurt and I still deadlift twice a week just for the record.Oh and if that old dirt bike of mine would just ****in die already I would lay it to rest,that would take some high impact load of my body!

[Ritch]

I always thought I`d be satisfied when I hit 220. I`m 5`11 and most guys I`ve seen around that weight and height seemed big to me. Well I got there and even more (232 now) and in a few weeks I should be feeling the effects of my test-equipoise cycle.

It`s just an inner drive I have, but although I love training, I sometimes wonder why I have this desire to go so hard. Like today was leg day, I know I will be hurting for days to come for what I did and the major blow it takes on my social life but just gotta keep going...

[SmallieBigs]

I understand what you guys are saying.... even though i'm not really all that big yet (bigger than all my friends but 2 i guess)... always thought at 6', and being an avid athlete, around 205 at a fairly low bf% would be where I'd be happy (in comparison to some football players builds/height/weight I knew of)... doesn't look like another 15 lbs. will do though... Idk.... we're all ****ed, that's why we do this...

[Ritch]

.... we're all ****ed, that's why we do this...

Yes, yes we are...

[theboss]

i know the feeling....i am 6'3 & a bit....weight is at 250 and still feel small...13%BF
i think for me it has to do with being tall...my legs and arms just refuse to grow it seems like...i see so many guys shorter than i am with great arms and nothing i do works! when someone does comment on my size in my head i hear it as 'sarcasm' and question it all the time...this lifestyle is F U C K E D !!

time to eat something..and have a shake

[Born2Juice4Ever]

i know the feeling....i am 6'3 & a bit....weight is at 250 and still feel small...13%BF
i think for me it has to do with being tall...my legs and arms just refuse to grow it seems like...i see so many guys shorter than i am with great arms and nothing i do works! when someone does comment on my size in my head i hear it as 'sarcasm' and question it all the time...this lifestyle is F U C K E D !!

time to eat something..and have a shake


You are one big gorilla!! I remember you on the sites from a few years ago, and you have gained weight, that is for sure:)!

I would love to hit 250 again, but **** me it is not easy---too much work involved in anything passed 230 for me.


B2J

[theboss]

thanks....sure i have grown i know, my wife tells me i am huge, but i feel far from it...... i still dont have the 'look' i am after....keep plugging away at it i guess

[baldsamson]

at 5`7 154 lbs ready for the stage i look way bigger than when i`m 176 lbs-now thats a weird feeling too, and frankly hard to understand when your looking in a mirror and seeing it.

[GYMBRAT]

I'm 5'9" 250lbs at the moment maybe a tad bit over but I feel small compared to some, but everyone looks at me like I'M SOME KIND OF FREAK .....and yet sure don't feel that way whats so ever!

[C-money]

**** if you feel small at 5'9" 250 what do you think i feel like at 5'8" 210!!?? SMALL haha

[GYMBRAT]

**** if you feel small at 5'9" 250 what do you think i feel like at 5'8" 210!!?? SMALL haha

shit bro your at what 5-6% bf...and im at like 16% or more right now.....your look blows mine outa the water fosho my old (younger) lol friend!!!!

[LIVEHARD]

Warning If you feel small !!

1. Stay out of public showers
2. Stand behind a fish tank
3. Make sure you find a women with small hands
4. Avoid cold water and swimming pools at all times.
5. Use the stall never the urinal when your at a club / bar

Follow this rules and you should be fine LOL

:ne

[GYMBRAT]

lmao :-o