Im a bad person.

[ezturbo]

****. Simply, I need some input on what the **** I should do. There was this girl I was seeing, ****ing bombshell blonde, smart, didnt care I juiced, like big dudes, and she only lived 5 minutes from me. Basically, when Im with this chick I have this fairly honest feeling for her, where I know I like this chick. When Im away from her. I ****ing hate her. I have no idea how the hell this happens, but as soon as Im away from her, and start getting her texts, I get ****in irrate. This is a ****ed up situation, Ive sorta led the chick on cus I was do for some locktight booty calls, but I cant even get enough emotion up to go see her. She is probably the nicest a chick has ever been for me. Shes perfect for me. But I hate her. What in the **** man. To sweeten the pot, she has lupus (non-curable disease), and Im making this chick cry, and god only knows what else. I feel horrible. I dont know what to do. Honestly what I really dig is a sexy little fit brunette. Its just my thing. Those are the girl I like to ****. Im not really sexually attracted to this girl either for some reason, but emotionally she could fufill me. Maybe this PCT is just really ****in with me haha.

Anyone care to call me a doosh?

[waderow]

i think you are not over the girl in your avatar

[waderow]

and wtf is lupus

[Houstonbc]

lay off the clomid, or tren

[PdH]

****. Simply, I need some input on what the **** I should do. There was this girl I was seeing, ****ing bombshell blonde, smart, didnt care I juiced, like big dudes, and she only lived 5 minutes from me. Basically, when Im with this chick I have this fairly honest feeling for her, where I know I like this chick. When Im away from her. I ****ing hate her. I have no idea how the hell this happens, but as soon as Im away from her, and start getting her texts, I get ****in irrate. This is a ****ed up situation, Ive sorta led the chick on cus I was do for some locktight booty calls, but I cant even get enough emotion up to go see her. She is probably the nicest a chick has ever been for me. Shes perfect for me. But I hate her. What in the **** man. To sweeten the pot, she has lupus (non-curable disease), and Im making this chick cry, and god only knows what else. I feel horrible. I dont know what to do. Honestly what I really dig is a sexy little fit brunette. Its just my thing. Those are the girl I like to ****. Im not really sexually attracted to this girl either for some reason, but emotionally she could fufill me. Maybe this PCT is just really ****in with me haha. Anyone care to call me a doosh?

If this girl is 'perfect for you', is a bombshell, and you aren't sexually attracted to her, then it seems evident that you choose women based primarily on chemistry. Unfortunately doing so always results in a roller-coaster ride to hell. Many people choose partners based on high sexual chemistry, but the reason why the sexual chemistry is so high is because they each have the appropriate dysfunctions that play off the other person's dysfunctions.

So, for example, if someone has a fear of abandonment, they are very sexually attracted to others that have some quality that brings up those fears and insecurities. The same is true with the other person. So there is this little dance that occurs whereby each individual plays out their issues with the other. Highly intense, with great sex, but also a constant emotional upheaval. These type of relationships usually end very badly.

I agree with Waderow that you're not over the girl in your avatar. Freudian slips in your writing Bro. That said, if you don't really care, or want to care about this new girl, then quit ****ing around with her. Karma's a bitch Bro.

[waderow]

^^^^ HOLY ****ING SHIT. GREEN

are you a psychologist bro?

edit: i have to spread it around. someone hit this guy up some rep!

[PdH]

OR]are you a psychologist bro?

LOL! No, just spent much time in school and read a lot of books.

[ezturbo]

If this girl is 'perfect for you', is a bombshell, and you aren't sexually attracted to her, then it seems evident that you choose women based primarily on chemistry. Unfortunately doing so always results in a roller-coaster ride to hell. Many people choose partners based on high sexual chemistry, but the reason why the sexual chemistry is so high is because they each have the appropriate dysfunctions that play off the other person's dysfunctions.

So, for example, if someone has a fear of abandonment, they are very sexually attracted to others that have some quality that brings up those fears and insecurities. The same is true with the other person. So there is this little dance that occurs whereby each individual plays out their issues with the other. Highly intense, with great sex, but also a constant emotional upheaval. These type of relationships usually end very badly.

I agree with Waderow that you're not over the girl in your avatar. Freudian slips in your writing Bro. That said, if you don't really care, or want to care about this new girl, then quit ****ing around with her. Karma's a bitch Bro.


I gotta say bro, you are either very wise... Or secretly Dr. Phil. Either way, I appreciate the enlightment. I understand the simplicity of human attraction and nature, it just stumps me how I let it affect me.

I dunno what to do, do I jerk this girl around for a bit longer to see if I have feelings for her, or do I just cut it loose and go get me a brunette?

Edit: Yikes she just sent me a ****in deep 2 page message on facebook, no ****in word of a lie almost had me choked. I couldnt even think of anything to write back to her.

[waderow]

dont lie to her

[Houstonbc]

treat everyone as you'd want to be treated broski

[PdH]

I dunno what to do, do I jerk this girl around for a bit longer to see if I have feelings for her, or do I just cut it loose and go get me a brunette?

What would YOU want if the tables were turned?

[ezturbo]

treat everyone as you'd want to be treated broski


I live by that, cept of course others dont. You know how it goes.

Regardless, I dont want to be in a relationship with this chick, because I pity her? I know she wouldnt want that either.. If I cant keep a consitant feeling for her, then the answer should be simple. But why the hell isnt it easy?

[waderow]

ezturbo, its nice you have a conscience bro. so many guys would just roast this ****ing girl and not look back

[ezturbo]

ezturbo, its nice you have a conscience bro. so many guys would just roast this ****ing girl and not look back


I spose man. Unfortunatly its me whose getting roasted now hah. Yeah, when I burn in hell for being a bad person and making a terminally sick girl cry.

[waderow]

i just read up on lupus, it has a treatment now that is showing success and has like 80% survival after 20 years... not good, but not horrible

[marino]

Turbo its sounds like you have already decided the best course of action and just needed to echo it off some other guys

[ezturbo]

Turbo its sounds like you have already decided the best course of action and just needed to echo it off some other guys

Ya man, the 'Council of Brozz' is usually spot on.

[ezturbo]

i just read up on lupus, it has a treatment now that is showing success and has like 80% survival after 20 years... not good, but not horrible

Yeah, hers is pretty bad though apparently. She gets really sore joints all the time, and sometimes cant even move cause of the pain.

[countrychic]

Be honest with her and move on. It's not fair to keep leading her on.

[natenator]

treat everyone as you'd want to be treated broski
right now I want to be used, abused and treated like a dirty whore :D

[waderow]

right now I want to be used, abused and treated like a dirty whore :D

right now I want to be:

http://www.canadabodybuilding.com/forums/showpost.php?p=181139&postcount=16

[natenator]

right now I want to be:

http://www.canadabodybuilding.com/forums/showpost.php?p=181139&postcount=16
****. that works for me too.

[Dk]

thats how i am bro coming from saskatchewan to calgary, the female quality isnt even comparable. If i meet a girl I really like, and everything tells me to stay away from other girls, i cant. Its like a disease living out here if your from a small saskatchewan town haha, i dont know your reason, but thats mine

[ezturbo]

thats how i am bro coming from saskatchewan to calgary, the female quality isnt even comparable. If i meet a girl I really like, and everything tells me to stay away from other girls, i cant. Its like a disease living out here if your from a small saskatchewan town haha, i dont know your reason, but thats mine

i cant keep off the girls here man. they are so ****in sexy. and they all know it.