I want to thank CBB

[Born2Juice4Ever]

CBB,


I wanted to start a thread in gratitude for what WE on this very site stand for.



Around 1.5 month ago, a mutual choice between my fiancee and I was reached, to spend time apart.
In a nut shell, after 4 years of separation, her divorce had finally gone through the court system, where there was more injustice than anything else.
She became bitter, angry, sad at life---then there is me in the picture. I am not perfect, hey I am a guy after all.---She and I decided that it was best that we would move out...I sensed that a male figure in her life was not the best.

I felt my entire world came down before my eyes.
I have been on the sites for almost 7 years now....and I NEVER left the sites for personal reasons up until now. I have taken a month off from the sites, I have restructured my life around.
I have, with the help of many, been able to FULLY detach from her. I am very ok without her. HOWEVER I never want to be with an angry person. She gave me the world, but turned against, that very world over night....her divorce destroyed her...destroyed us.



I wanted to take the time to thank ST, who is a member here on the site. I had known of him in the past....this guy spent 1 hour with me on the phone, as I stood in a dark place. He managed to help me understand a lot of things.
ST, you are a great guy!! I love you, but not in a any gay way, please know that...thanks.
If you ever need anything, YOU Can all me, count on me. I am resourceful, and I will do all in my power to help you!!

I do not only want to expose only ST, in fact, there is a MULTI-PAGE thread, where many of you came to my rescue, with advise, and kind words.
Back 1.5 months ago, I thought I wanted to end my life. NOTHING I had around me mattered, not a business, no car, no money----

I have been able to bounce back. After taking 3 months off the gym, I am now in Born2****ingjuice4EVA mode again. And back I go...to bodybuilding.


Thank you each and everyone of you. The sites never seize to amaze me.
We on the sites, represent a world that is strange to people, but we also portray strong family values, and a strong interprenurial side to yourselves....to each other.

I am going back to school full time for 2 years starting Sept.
I am awaiting the delivery of an F150--****ING AMAZING
And I am also having an 8 week old German placed into my hands September.
I wanted to reward myself for undergoing a tough time in my life.

I am here because today, because of you guys!


Thank you!!!




b2J4E

[#8]

you're good shit dude. this is a pretty tight community.

you're one of the good guys.

[UkrainianGuy]

Thanks for sharing , I am sure that wasnt an easy thing to do...

Glad to have ya here
:beer

[Born2Juice4Ever]

you're good shit dude. this is a pretty tight community.

you're one of the good guys.


Thanks bro!!! I never forget!
Many of you, PMed me, emailed me and followed up on me...while I shut down.

I have always said that, the online community can be as real as a person lets it be.

Jersey you have been a mature guy beyond your years with me as well.

Thank you!



B2J

P.S. Yes the movie "P.S. I love you" was great bro, but I still won't spoon with you after drinks...sorry.

[the-vanilla-gorilla]

WOW!

what does not kill us makes us stronger!


happy to have ya back bro
and HAPPY! your in a better place now!



TVG

[GYMBRAT]

WOW bro that's super inspiring (for me in particular), and it's awesome to see you back to yourself if not better now as well, good for you BorntoJuice4Ever, that's wicked!!!...these sites can be amazing in many many ways to say the least!

[pseclint]

Well its a damn good thing your still around, been posting since the good old Nexus days and your always a good guy to have a talk with.....

Congrats on everything bro.... keep up the good work, when a door closes a window opens

[PJD]

Great to hear B2J!

[69challenger]

Good to have you back B2J!

[Ritch]

Missed you here bro! Didn`t know you were going through such a tough time. Just thought you were busy with your restaurants and stuff... Welcome back!

[Ritch]

Oh yeah, the pics of naked chicks are now in a thread called the "naughty place"

[ironwill]

Glad things panned out for you man......i was wondering where you were???i saw you checked in once in awhile, so i knew you were alive.....
im not one to pry, but im always an ear if needed..
take care and stay strong duder...
BTW, i hear jersey said hed share his ol lady, shes supposedly hot enough for both of ya.......so he says....even claims to have pics of this vixxxen....
jk, jk....have fun man...

[Mr Ontario]

Hummm he has good shit? and it's a tight community....seems you getting around more then I though :)


you're good shit dude. this is a pretty tight community.

you're one of the good guys.

[gustavo77]

Good to have you back and in a more positive head space.... i wish nothing but the best for you bro. Now continue to stay positive and keep moving forward.

[Tiamat]

Good to have you back and with your head clear :)

[C-money]

That just made my day reading that bro... seriously! Congrats!

[#8]

Glad things panned out for you man......i was wondering where you were???i saw you checked in once in awhile, so i knew you were alive.....
im not one to pry, but im always an ear if needed..
take care and stay strong duder...
BTW, i hear jersey said hed share his ol lady, shes supposedly hot enough for both of ya.......so he says....even claims to have pics of this vixxxen....
jk, jk....have fun man...

first of all. lol.

second. how does nobody remember that i fully posted pics of her in the hottest gf thread. its not "supposed" its reality.

i was wondering what happened to you also B2J, i hadnt seen you in a little bit, i was just shy of sending you a PM to make sure you were alive. good to see you back in black. are you totally done with your girl for good?

[Houstonbc]

right on B2J glad to hear you're doing well was wondering how you were doing

[Felinecougar]

I wanna talk to you in PMs b2j........our friends on here have kept me alive too at the deepest points in my life. And they have put me up there at my highest points too.

Not my family but this board was there..and is better then family.

He moved out over a month ago..has my sis in law who I was close to called me to ask how i was????..NOPE. But guys at the gym daily ask if i'm ok. Tav mowed my lawn this week...

xo

[canadianmuscle0803]

CBB,


I wanted to start a thread in gratitude for what WE on this very site stand for.



Around 1.5 month ago, a mutual choice between my fiancee and I was reached, to spend time apart.
In a nut shell, after 4 years of separation, her divorce had finally gone through the court system, where there was more injustice than anything else.
She became bitter, angry, sad at life---then there is me in the picture. I am not perfect, hey I am a guy after all.---She and I decided that it was best that we would move out...I sensed that a male figure in her life was not the best.

I felt my entire world came down before my eyes.
I have been on the sites for almost 7 years now....and I NEVER left the sites for personal reasons up until now. I have taken a month off from the sites, I have restructured my life around.
I have, with the help of many, been able to FULLY detach from her. I am very ok without her. HOWEVER I never want to be with an angry person. She gave me the world, but turned against, that very world over night....her divorce destroyed her...destroyed us.



I wanted to take the time to thank ST, who is a member here on the site. I had known of him in the past....this guy spent 1 hour with me on the phone, as I stood in a dark place. He managed to help me understand a lot of things.
ST, you are a great guy!! I love you, but not in a any gay way, please know that...thanks.
If you ever need anything, YOU Can all me, count on me. I am resourceful, and I will do all in my power to help you!!

I do not only want to expose only ST, in fact, there is a MULTI-PAGE thread, where many of you came to my rescue, with advise, and kind words.
Back 1.5 months ago, I thought I wanted to end my life. NOTHING I had around me mattered, not a business, no car, no money----

I have been able to bounce back. After taking 3 months off the gym, I am now in Born2****ingjuice4EVA mode again. And back I go...to bodybuilding.


Thank you each and everyone of you. The sites never seize to amaze me.
We on the sites, represent a world that is strange to people, but we also portray strong family values, and a strong interprenurial side to yourselves....to each other.

I am going back to school full time for 2 years starting Sept.
I am awaiting the delivery of an F150--****ING AMAZING
And I am also having an 8 week old German placed into my hands September.
I wanted to reward myself for undergoing a tough time in my life.

I am here because today, because of you guys!


Thank you!!!




b2J4E


Awesome post BRO!!! very touching and im so happy to see you on the right path again.. I dont know St very well but he seems like an awesome guy.. this site is amazing.. the quality of members exceeds most any forum I have been a member on.. thanks for sharing this with us and nice to have you back.. keep strong brother..

[Born2Juice4Ever]

Thanks guys!!


D huney PM me, email me, send me a smoke signal...JUST do it!!
I am sorry you're undergoing such a stressful time in your life. I know you are extremely mature, and you deserve your equal...you have been searching...gawsh life can be tough at times :( but tougher the choices we are forced to make.

Rich sweety, thanks bro!!


It has been a very diverse and in-depth process to get me to where I am now---it has not been easy at all.
I have been down this road before, but never this low.
I wanted to stay in touch with the girls, she has a 6, and a 9...those girls loved me SO much....I know that SHE is also suffering tremendously for not seeing me.
I made a strong decision to let go, I surrounded myself by the people that love me...I reached and I found.

I know that coming from a 'tough' bodybuilder, all this sounds kind of queery....but I know I am not alone.....no Hockey Monster, we are not going to have a weiner party time...sorry:D :DC
Houston, Iron, C-M, Mr O, Gus....mercy boucoups 'cheris' hahahha thanks guys!! **** yeah!! Let's do a shot of winstrol to celebrate better times, and then chase it with 200mgs of prop---I cannot wait to jump back on, and make this beeetch sweet again.

Last night I was with a friend who is a personal coach, and a PHD in 'minds'.
She got a telephone call from a guy in his 40s, who is HER client....she asked me to stay in the room, while she treated him over the phone....this guy is a complete mess over his divorce.-- I could hear him cry like a 5 year old...seeking help from her. (my friend)
It made me realize that MEN can endure some tough times, and yes it is ok to search and seek for help.
She spoke to him for nearly 45 minutes (200.00 bucks) and she helped him understand--he was having a panic attack, and was very hurt.....


My outlook in life is very positive.

Is it over between her and I? In my mind, I KNOW that we are apart for the wrong reasons. In my mind, I KNOW that we do belong together, but I also KNOW that she needs to fix herself fully, before allowing US to try again. She is worth it, I am optimistic but realistic at the same time.
She texted me a few days ago, I did not reply. We have not had contact since July 18th:
"Hi Born2juice4ever, I hope all is well with you..I think of you daily"

and that was her text...I did not reply to it---but you can be sure that my heart has been on the edge since then.
I know she is not a mind player, this lady is as clean as they come.


I want to emphasize that I am here today, sitting in front of this PC, BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS!!! July 16th was a day I will never forget...a day where life gave me life again.

Canadianmuscle bro.....PM.


B2J4E

[St]

Hey great to see you back on line again.Its time to Grow again,get Jacked up for School so the girls in school will want to touch the Guns.Hey looks like i will be going to school next month Everest College,it was a hard time for me the past couple weeks,but i'm happy to be alive again,there is so much shit out there to bring us down,and the real things is to find a way to get up from being down.Yes winny is the why to go,and i get some major size from winny.

[Born2Juice4Ever]

Hey great to see you back on line again.Its time to Grow again,get Jacked up for School so the girls in school will want to touch the Guns.Hey looks like i will be going to school next month Everest College,it was a hard time for me the past couple weeks,but i'm happy to be alive again,there is so much shit out there to bring us down,and the real things is to find a way to get up from being down.Yes winny is the why to go,and i get some major size from winny.

**** I LOVE this guy!!


ST I just missed your call, I was in the shower.

I am heading out in 1 hour, I will call you from the car, and talk with you!
I just got to get a few things ready here.


Mercy!


B2J

[gicantor]

This board blows me away everytime.:a+

B2J glad your back on your feet.:wb

[guym]

Awesome. Love it when it works out. Time heals all, but it's hard to see that while it's happening.

All the best...

[countrychic]

Glad to have you back :) Happy to hear your in a good spot, it is amazing how such things in life can set us back. You were strong, looked for support and started the healing process. Kudo's to you B2J!!